Life

I am frustrated. I am tired of living this way. This whole job situation is really tearing R and I apart. We are not fighting per say. We are just not on great talking terms. I hate living like this. We definately love each other and say it often. We are both just very stressed out. Neither of us can take this much more. The manager that he is supposed to be covering for ended up not having surgery on Friday. Now he only has two days of work this week. It sucks. On a brighter note he has an interview on Friday at the popular book store mentioned in my previous post. I still think this is going to be a great position for him. I know for a fact that he will love it there. The interview is really just a formality. The department manager pretty much already hired him. He is interviewing with the store manager. Even though the money is not that great, this is a great, long standing company. The store here is fairly new and is not going to be closing any time soon. There is a chance for more money and advancement. We will make it. Just seems like things are dragging out longer than I expected. I sometimes have a hard time remembering that this is not my timing and it is out of my hands. It is easy for me to lose hope sometimes. I need to make some attitude adjustments and stop being down. It is not good for any of us.

M is not feeling well. She ran a fever all night last night and just laid there looking very pitiful. I felt horrible for her. I think she has all of the nasty sinus stuff that R and I had.